* what u mean 2 me ~

Listening to: out alive . illium
Mood: not even tired.

so i'm drinking my morningcoffee, looking at the clock that tells me i have an hour left exactly before i have to go to... norway. recalling the last time, it was not that succesful. hm, think i made a post about it on my old blog cattof9. also on blogspot, if it's got your interest. anyway, i have to go to norway, byglandsfjorden to be exact, and all my crap is packed. there's quite alot. and i'm not sure about how well i'm gonna carry it. did i mention i got exactly an hour sleep this night? from two to three. the grudge 2 (american version) were playing, soeh..

last thing i would like to do before i go away... is telling a little short story about a band i've gotten so addicted to that i don't get it.

deathstars. i don't know why, but it's like i'm living on and for this. i can't stop looking at them, i can't stop hearing them, i lovelovelove when they speak in their videos, and when they smile it sends shivering down my spine.
they've made maybe my favorite song of all the songs in the world, this arclight. i don't know how, i don't even know if i'm supposed to know how, but somehow it seems like it's the best song in the world. i mean... i loved it from the v e r y first time i heard it, and just since i've loved it, i still listen to it at least three times daily and... i've never ever felt like this towards a song.
besides the song there's emil, i'm starting to feel like he's a part of me. i mean, the closest i've gotten to him was a handshake, not even a word, and still i feel like i trust him more than i trust soooo many others. it's crazy, it's insane, it's beautiful. but i guess that's what deathstars is.
the stories they have to tell is the best, the stories i get from reading the lyrics. it paints art into my head, art of emotions and realistic fact. anyone who loves deathstars just that little pinch more than normal lvoe for a band would agree with me that deathstars is so much of deeper meaning than just darkness and glitter.
actually... i think deathstars and an asylum is quite the same. now, you wonder about that sexchild ~
wish i had more time to write alot more, but i don't. bah. so i guess i'll jsut say goodbye now, and have fun until thursdag where i get back.

* Cliaz . Catt ~