* 1 month ~

Listening to: girl's not grey . AFI
Mood: normal

so it's candy and i's one month anniversary today. this is the longest relationship i've ever had ! haha !
today i thought about asbjørn and if i miss him or not. asbjørn is my ex, and he's the first person i ever loved. like, for real loved. and yes i miss him. but i don't know if i miss him or miss the way he made me feel every time we were together. how he held me close and made everything dissappear, made me feel safe and calm in his strong arms. how he protected me from all evil, treated me like his own little princess. oh, i loved that boy. but i can't get all that without thinking of the lies he told me, all that bullshit there were far from true. you never killed anyone, don't try to make yourself interesting by lying when it's the real you i loved ! god, i wish you understood. and when i found out i was just another girl in your scorings. that fucking hurt, so fucking bad, i hope you're happy. asshole.

oh well, of good things. i filme the sickest video with nicky from my schoolclass being 'karl-ejnar' (danish name). that was freakin' awesome, i may put on youTube later. and drama, i love that. birgitte gave os the most awesome oldtoy music to act to <3 right now i'm waiting for nemo to log on. i love nemo <3 she sooo make my days.

* Cliaz . Catt ~